Feeling alone, lonely, lost.
Feeling scared, angry, careless at the same time
Feeling the air, where they took place
Wanting to feel relieved
Crawling to old demons for comfort
For a fake love, to cover the pain
Without healing it…
Never.
I don't hear what's going on
inside my head.
I just wanna write, not make any sense
nobody understands,
anyway…
Wanting to fight,
only screaming inside
my head
as always. Still running away
from myself
People lie !
Wishing fearlessness, having weakness
hands not seeming real,
like smoke
light, sucked into darkness
Were they ever here, though ?
Anyway.